I'm ready...

Before the end of July, I was very apprehensive for August to come.

One of the countless reasons is the fact that August is the month that we used to celebrate our Anniversary. It would've been our 10th.

*Sigh*

It's a good thing that I have a very good friend who helped me through it.

I told him that I'm really over.

He insists that I'm half-baked, since this event is one of the things that may bring back memories.

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It didn't bring back either good or bad memories. I'm even surprised why I don't remember those memories (knowing that I am the type of person who is sappy and cheesy and romantic and all).

I was wondering if I have selective amnesia.

Well, I don't.

I'm just apprehensive for the approaching date.

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It's like

a deadline,

an exam that you haven't studied on,

an impromptu interview...
but you have that foresight that it is coming, yet you are unprepared for it.

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And the 1st of August came... I made it... And it made me laugh, looking back on how apprehensive I was for August to come.

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Tonight, I told my friend that if love comes (he calls it "destiny")... it's not something to rush for...

I think it should be like gourmet food. Since it is served in small portions, it must be savoured slowly.

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I can now safely and happily say,

"I am ready."