24-hour watch

ewan ko ba.

hindi ko alam what's going through my head right now.

i was driving a few minutes ago, pabalik dito sa bahay.. and everytime i stop at a red light, my mind drifts...

i have thoughts of ramming the car towards the nearest traffic light post...

i turned the radio on to its maximum volume, looked for a hard rock music, just to drown these thoughts out.

and eventually, when the light turns green, i obligingly let the car trudge on slowly along with the traffic.

bat ganon?

hindi ko na alam ang mga feelings na nasa loob ng utak ko.

ayoko ng ganito.

pero, bat naiisip ko pa rin.

ayoko munang mag drive ng kotse for the next 48 hours...

:'(